i feel insane with infatuation.
and i hate to be that girl.
i want to be the girl who can be in a relationship and not let it completely flood her brain with a constant strain of thoughts of my significant other, and general giddiness. i want no drama. no problems. living my life free as the wind.
none of it is going right. i like him alot definitly but then theres all these problems in the way of us just being together.
i hate what ever is making me write this. why is romantic love so important to people? why is that so ingrained in our nature? why is this relationship most of what ive been thinking about, when its my senior year of high school and there is so much more important things to worry about?
i use to not care. boys were just for fun in the back of darkened backseats of cars and shameless flirting at every opportunity.
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